I wanted to reach the kids at Yuan Cheng. But now, I'm thinking.

1. If I believe in working through authority, the person I really want changed is still their teacher Huang.

2. If I cannot reach them it may not be me, it may be them. I can try to be here till they're ready. But God spoke through a friend's broken English and my poor Chinese during a Bible study/accountability over Romans 1:9-13 today to communicate something my parents have been trying to tell me for ages. While God is longing to reach me, it may not be God, it may be me. And He can be here till I'm ready. Until I'm ready, the kids I want to reach may never be. There's a wall that needs to be taken down.

Ah, structure too clear; sweet vagueness left of the sift!!! X\